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♫ Can't see the future or the past ♫
♫ Can't tell the difference between life and death ♫
♫ Not leaving with joy or regret ♫
♫ Leaving this place ♫
♫The interchanging of the breaking dawn and crescent moon ♫
♫ How many centuries have I passed through ♫
♫Just for you ♫
♫ When the flower petals are falling ♫
♫This dismal scene ♫
♫ Unable to erase a lifetime of battling ♫
♫ Living is to prove the existence of love ♫
♫ After the fire has burned, a more noble life ♫
♫ Killing is to sing praise of the glory before destruction ♫
♫The night is the wolf's piercing eyes ♫
♫ Waiting alone for the dawn ♫
Chinese Paladin
Episode 30
We walked a variety paths together of the world
We tasted prosperity, richness, failure and sadness
The world was even changed because of us
It became more beautiful
For you
Let's go. No matter it's sadness or happiness we were going through
he wasn't letting go of my hand
We were holding each other's hand all the time and walking every fresh and exciting path
With her I started to believe
undying love till the end of time really exists in this world
The borders of Heaven and the end of sea, was already in our hearts
I'm leaving
Why?
Come back to where I belong
Here..is your home
I'm sorry
No. You are mine, and I belong to you too.
Marry me
But I've engaged already with others
So what?
Do you know?I'm gonna be others' wife. He is the emperor of the nation of Nanzhao
I don't care. I know I love you,and you love me
No. I can't love you
I don't care. Can't you love others even if you've engaged?
It's breaking my promise
You promised to give others happiness
But what about you? Aren't you willing to give yourself happiness?
What's the matter about a promise?
For it you have to leave your fate, and give up the real one you would love
And deny your heart
But it breaks rules and betrays Dao
I don't care, I don't care. I don't let you leave me
Qing er
We can finally be together
Who are you?
An old man
What's this place? I want to see my Qing er
From tomorrow, your everything won't be important. -Impossible
Qing er is my true love I seeked for whole life
Since you need to get it by seeking, is that still true love?
You don't understand. nd also because you haven't got into Dao
Tomorrow..tomorrow will be your real moment. You'll know everything
Old man. Old man?
Who is this old man on earth?
What's the matter with tomorrow?
How can it be called my Way? -What happened to you?
I don't know,I don't knew. -Ruo zhuo, Ruo zhuo?
I'm going back
Qing er
I don't want anyone's sympathy
Take me to see him, ok?
You hear me? He can't hide from me. I'm not gonna leave without seeing him
I'm sorry
I won't leave you anymore
I love you. Damn it Dao, I don't care
I'm not leaving. We'll be together forever. I won't let you suffer anymore
Where're you going?
-I'm going to find brother Ruo zhuo -I am
You made mistake, you're not Yin Ruo zhuo
I'm sorry. I am Mo Yi xi
How did that happen?
How can I know? I don't even know myself!
Take me to see him. All right?
I'm going myself. -I'll take you there
Why? Is love actually compromise?
Brother Ruo zhuo
Grievance is preservation,curve can be straight; pit can be filled, shabbiness can turn newness
Less will be more; much will be confused. Grievance is..
Why? Why are you coming here?
I came here just for a reason
Get lost!
I can forgive everything about you
I can forgive you said me to get lost
I can forgive you left at our wedding night without saying goodbye
I can forgive you gave up on me and escaped back to Mt.shu
But I can't forgive you, from beginning to the end,
even till now you've not given me a good reason
Tell me. Why?
I..I just insist to Dao
I was being with you on purpose, because only so I could understand love in mortal world
I could only experience 7 emotions and 6 desires
I had to own on purpose. Because only to have it, then can I set it down
If your emotion wasn't real
then you've never had it
You have no capacity and no right to set it down
Do you love me or not?
You love me I know. I could feel it
Go with me. We'll be together forever and ever
Don't talk anymore, don't talk anymore!
Come back to me, brother Ruo zhuo
Don't seduce me anymore!
What is Dao? Why do you want to get Dao?
Brother Yi xi,I beg you. Please help him
He's at the moment for choice
Setting it down, then he'll get into Dao. On the contrary he'll go evil and crazy
No.What should we do to help him?
Only he can save himself
Why did I have to own before? If I didn't experience I wouldn't have had to set it down
If I didn't have to set it down, then I wouldn't be missing it
Prosperity, wealth, power, reputation, love
I've ever got all these before
What a wonderful feeling it is
No. I can't
I don't want to go back
I can't set it down.Can't go back. I can't go back to past!
I don't want to give up all this. I don't want to go back the old me
Because I cling to it.
I..I cling to it!
Brother Ruo zhuo, don't
We are humans. Lively humans
We cling to the mortal world. We have emotions and desires
What's wrong with it? Why must you get Dao?
What is Dao?
What is Dao?What is Dao?
Are they me? Are they me?
I got it
This is the real Dao acheivement. The level of great compassion is like water
Brother Ruo zhuo, you..
Qing er, I love you
Come on
May I?
Qing er, close your eyes. Feel everything around you
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I felt it
Each thing around has its own breath and life
This is your favour. Because you're Mother Of the Earth,the descedent of Nü wa
You've alreayd known?
I knew in the beginning only when I met you
Am I too self-willed?
No. You just didn't see your Way clearly
My Way?
The Way of you and I isn't a simple Way
So the love between you and I isn't simple love
It's a great love, not personal love
As what you're feeling, every flower and grass
human and animal has life, they all need love
So love between you and I, is definitely not just staying at personal emotions
It's a caring for all living things and a great love to all lives
Protecting and nirturing them is your great love
The Way of Nü wa is bitter and tough
but as long as you see everything is happy due to you
No matter how much bitter and tough, it'll be worth it
I got it
Brother Ruo zhuo, I love you
Just like I love all things of the world
Although I saw senior reach Dao
I don't understand anything, and neither I want to understand it
I cling to warm emotions among people. What else can I do?
They've found exit alreay
but I was falling more and more deeply
I still refused to wake up from the emotions for Qing er
I can't put it down. But I'm always not willing to
I have to send Qing er back to Nanzhao
Have you heard the story about this pendant?
I heard
As long as you find the person who has other half
They'll be blessed till the end of time and their love will never change
Just like us
Brother Yixi, I'm afraid you misundertood
No
Moreover, these pendants indeed connected us
Maybe at one moment I was burned in love
but after breaking up, I've become another person
Now I'm not seeking this anylonger
There's something more important waiting for me to handle
Qing er.That mission is too heavy
Leave them all behind
Let's go far away, to where we belong
That is my misson, my Way
I give this to you. I wish you could find your love soon
Right at this moment, I am self as well as my senior
I only want to continue this emotion
I don't want to let go, don't want to give up
Leave with me
I don't care. No matter it's illusion or anything else
I just can't let you go back. Can't
You don't have to do this
I'm not willing to
You still don't understand, still not waking up?
Who doesn't understand is you
You said you know the real fate,
you know the meaning of senior Sword Saint loves you
Then why did you still come back? Why are you back to your Majesty's arms?
Didn't you say you've jumped out of emotions and desires in mortal world?
You are actually lying
That is the Way which belongs to me
No matter how I explain now you won't understand
I only hope you not fall into your illusion
You should know there's nothing between us, we never fell in love
Rememer, you're Mo Yixi
You are Mo Yi xi
Yes. I know, I know. Don't say it anymore
Ok
I'm talking to you now as an outsider
If
if your Majesty knows about your past
knows you are not loyal to him
Then what about you? What'll you do?
Aren't you finding to die?
If really it's that case, I have to face it
I destined to walk it
Way, what way it is?
The stinky Daoists of Mt.Shu
They speak of Dao, I have nothing to say
Why're YOU speaking it?
Haven't you understood it till now?
I came back not only for facing emperor, not only for accepting his love
I just want you not to judge me with mortal people's mind,ok?
Yes, I'm a mortal person
I..I really don't undertsand
-But..! -Brother Yi xi
In my world
people should be with love and hatred
Qing er, follow me
Qing er
-Your Majesty -Qing er
Your Majesty
You finally came back
Come
She's gone. She's gone.
What is Dao?
Sacrifice is the Dao
Your Majesty, can you first listen to me tell a story?
Ok, tell
In the journey in these months
Qing er met my destined man
Then it must be a touching story
That was a feeling which I've never had
I understand
Till now I've been always deeply feeling the best feeling in the world
Pity I can't give you such feeling
I'm sorry
Why're you saying sorry?
I did give up on you indeed during this time
Doesn't matter.Finally you'll come back. You're not giving up
I believe that in the end, you haven't left me
You don't mind, your Majesty?
I do
I mind that in the future,
I can't give you happiness or joy
Do you know? I've been waiting for you all this time
Even if you refuse me now,I'll still wait for you
Only you,Qing er, are fit to be the Queen of Nanzhao
Before, I had thought your Majesty was a degenerate
A selfish, ordinary person
I won't forgive myself
I forgive you.Come back. Come back to me
Actually I've decided to take up my destiny alone
I won't forget that I once promised you
For the people, to give all for Nanzhao
Even if you weren't by my side, I will still walk my path alone
In this time that you've left me
I'v discovered, if there was someone with the same thought
the same goals, who walked with you
wouldn't that be a wonderful thing?
Qing er,you're the destined one in my life
But if I don't have this right
I won't force you. -Not at all
This is the best decision of my life
Be my wife, be my Queen
Bring happiness to the world with me. All right?
I'm against it!
Outta my way!
-How dare you! -Out of my way!
Brother Yi xi, you're confused
I deny it
Stop
Divine Daoist Mo is my honored guest. No rudeness to him
Elder Shi
Retire, all of you
Daoist master, Qing er and I still have countless days in the future
The past was just a shot, precious memory
Why keep thinking about it?
About today's event, I won't bother you about it
I will treat you as my honered guest
The night of our wedding, I will take good care of you
At this moment, the woman I deeply loved left me forever
She finally became Nan zhao's Queen
Don't ask why anymore
Love is compromise
A person becomes very petty because of it
Confused and lost myself
Completely and utterly..lose
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Great
Wine..This is the first time I'm drinking you
Feels really good..
Really good.. I've given my..my first time..to you
We met in dream
and ended in our dream
So perfect
I love you. I like you
Daoist master
Daoist master, why put yourself through this?
Why're you calling me Daoist master?
Didn't you call me Brother Yi xi?
I like you
Daoist master, Daoist master
Daoist master, please have some decency
I'm fine
Got the wrong person
The Queen asked me to come to see you
Divine Daoist Mo, the Queen asked me to remind you again
You are not Yin Ruo zhuo, not Daoist master Sword Saint
You are Mo Yi xi, Daoist master Mo
You're the Saintess of Nanzhao,
what do you know about love in mortal world?
Forget it!
Yes, you're right
I've never experienced it. But I know what it's about
You..you know?
When all you think about is love, it'll only make it more painful
Now do you dare to say you know what it's about?
You're being disrespectful of Nanzhao's Saintess
Yea
I'm not Mo Yi xi!
I'm Lonely Sword Saint !
I am Yin Ruo zhuo
I am Yin Ruo zhuo!
I'm not Mo Yi xi
You love me, me!
Mister, mister?
Mister
Daoist master
I'm not Mo Yixi, I'm not
What's this place?
Daoist master
-Come -Don't call me
Hush, I'm not Yin Ruo zhuo..I'm not Yin Ruo zhuo
Ok
-Don't do this. -Don't leave me
Stay here with me
Don't do this
Refuse me?
You refuse me?
Don't leave me
Qing er
I love you
Don't leave me, ok?
Qing er
Brother Yi xi, don't be confused anylonger
See clearly, I'm Yuan qing
I'm real
This..is the real feeling
I..how could I do this?
How could I do this?
It's really heinous
I..was confused by those questions
for 18 years
Except escape, I can never find an exit
I just never imagined that this darkest secret hidden in my heart
was still to be continued
You bastard, you still keep saying?
That night,
she had my child, and let her be born
Get out of here!
Anu is grown up right now
She should have right to know the truth
Get lost! If you speak more I'll kill you
I know I owe you too much before
So I deserve your slapps
But if she doesn't say it herself today, I won't give up
Well, enough. Stop arguing, please
I beg you
If you continue hiding this, you do owe Anu a fair
Elder, please tell the truth
Yes. I am your mother
After he left, I was innocent and thought he would come back
He would accept the reality which belongs to him
But I knew it later, I should accept reality
You were growing slowly in my belly
The secret had been time that I had to solve it
If I let it keep like this, it would only become a scandal
I ever thought to abandon her
but I couldn't do it
It's San wei, she took all pain for me
She prefered to be talked about behind by others, she's still covering me all the time. Raised you instead of me.
But I could only be a strict master in her growing life
-Anu -Anu
Anu
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♫Lying to myself that love still exists♫
♫But the tears still keep falling♫
♫A future without you is destined to be♫
♫Don't lose or forget the space that is steadily disappearing♫
♫Don't say a word, I don't want to know♫
♫At least I still have this beautiful dream♫
♫Don't say a word, I really don't want to know♫
♫Finally understanding that it's time to let go♫
♫Don't say a word (Don't say a word) I don't want to know♫
♫At least I still have this beautiful dream♫
♫Don't say a word (Don't say a word) I really don't want to know♫
♫Finally understanding that it's time to let go of love♫